My mother's diary.
She was not happy that I took it. However, it was necessary.
After her mother died, I found my grandmother's diary in my mother's basement along with a few other belongings. I decided to have a bit of a read. In those 5 minutes, I discovered more about my grandmother's life than I had known over the course of 30+ years. I won't divulge the family secrets or set the skeletons out by the curb, but my grandmother's trials of overcoming a not-so-perfect past touched me. I wanted to know more.
I should have shut my mouth. Alas . . .
I mentioned to my mother that I found her mother's diary and I was quite interested in it. I should have taken it with me that very day. I did not.
Upon my next visit home, I searched for the diary again. After a weekend of no luck, I asked my mother what happened to the diary. She told me she had thrown it in the trash.
My mother is quite well known for throwing things in the trash. Every few years, we had to purchase another set of cutlery, as with every few meals, she would toss a fork, knife or spoon into the trash. Accidentally, of course. If I did not clean my room as a child, she would head in with a trash bag while I was in school and eliminate what she thought I no longer needed.
So, when her diary presented itself, it went into my luggage immediately.
I informed her what I had done.
Then I proceeded to make a few pieces of art with some of the entries.
|Mother: Venus and Mars, 10.5 x 10.5 SOLD|
She never did see the few pieces I made from her entries. I did tell her no family secrets were revealed.
My mother was a prolific knitter and seamstress. She made most of her clothing as a young married woman. I recall Easter was not Easter without a new dress sewn by her. As my mother was not much interested in cooking, the household appliance I most associate her is the iron. A symbol of the seamstress and a symbol of the life of a housewife.
My mother passed away December 22, 2010. I miss her every day.
However, I still have the urge to take something when I see it and not take the risk of it being thrown away.